PIGOUT

FYI, when i was a kid I was a fat boy. No one imagined (even me)that Im going to be like this (I mean,a leaner body frame). I always got heartbroken because no girl had liked me back then since Im fat.It even happened one time that I locked myself up in the comfort room to cry because I saw my crush accepting some gifts from the other man that she want rather than me. It was just on my second year in highschool where I decided to cut off my excess fat and go on a diet. during class breaks, i only eat a can of fruit express, even during lunch time. during the course of this diet I noticed that Im getting thinner and thinner up to the extent that some of them think that Im an "adik". Some would say "ay mas bagay sayo ganyan" and others would say "di bagay sayo garey" And I was like "ano ba talaga?" I think they call it as a crash diet, where you would lose too much body weight in a short span of time. but I was not worried, because Im doing this for a girl named Ella I think crush ko siya buong highschool life ko. haha! - alam yan ni diza kayo talaga. and then when I entered third year.- where I joined a sort of military training my muscle mass became bigger because of the military sort of exercises. tapos ngayon eto, pabuhat buhat ng dumbell sa bahay HOPING TO GET BUFF AS FAST AS I COULD :) kaso ung bilbil ko sa tyan sa gilid di pa nawawala. nakakatamad kasi magjogging e. di bagay sa lifestyle ng nursing. na iinterrupt ba kung baga. siguro dahil narin sa insecurities kaya ko gusto maging buff. sabi naman nila kung san ka kumportable, un ang mas maganda. masarap kumain, pero nakakaguilty pagtapos. haha!

-Kayo? do u think mataba bako?

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